mbmbam (my body my body and me)

I’ve been having a real rough time lately and I think I want to finally talk about a major component of it: my being fat. It’s very long. Content warnings for fatphobia, anorexia, disordered eating, and all the rest that you might expect.

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White Worlds

I was at Nine Worlds this weekend. Most of it was absolutely fucking awesome and I would like to thank everyone who came to the panels I was in (and my fab Monsterhearts group!).

However, the part that was not awesome was REALLY FUCKING SHIT. Shit enough to trigger a flight or freeze response. Shit enough that when somebody in the audience actually supported me I cried. Shit enough that I am now feeling angry enough to write over 2000 words about it.

Strap in.

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